I hate my illness. When I have a "flare up" it really affects me terribly. I just want to sleep all day but the headaches make it impossible sometimes to fall asleep. Any slight movement and not only is it painful but the popping noise it sometimes make is quite irritating. On weeks like these I wish I had someone here not only taking care of me, but also taking the kids to and from school and taking care of the household for me as well. I feel better right now. I only ache a little which is my normal everyday pain and I still have a headache but it's minor in comparison to these days past. I hope that that too will go away soon.